if you care about prevention what you actually need to do is make the effort to genuinely see and hear people in your life and understand that everything beyond that is out of your control. thats really it.
hate when someone is lost to suicide and the same useless conversations always end up sprouting from people who cannot comprehend what being in that state of mind is actually like. it is a final act of autonomy. remove all other contexts, that is the true root of that choice.
The Blair Witch: stop staring at that wall
Me: no, you’re gonna be mean to me
The Blair Witch: I told you I’m done yelling
Me: You’re not. You’re gonna be mean to me