You inspire people who pretend to not see you. It’s evident your light and actions constantly create impact, yet they struggle acknowledging this because of their own discomfort and unhealed issues. Continue to radiate. There are many others open and ready to genuinely embrace.
Please stop judging your emotions, and just let yourself feel them. I know it can be hard, but they arrived in divine time so that you could stop and listen to yourself, take care of yourself and honour yourself and those around you.