it's been a long time since i shared thoughts of mine. so here's, wanna share my new rank in ML. after 4 season in ML I finally achieved the legend rank (special thanks to my bbf na always ko kasama sa game) so bakit nga ba ako naglaro ng larong ito? because of DEPRESSION.
Someone asked me, "bakit hindi pa ako nagboboyfriend?" Then, I replied, "Wala lang". Well actually there's a deep reason why I don't want to have a boyfriend.
Totoo nga yung sabi nilang "being alone is dangerous, it's addicting" 'yung tipong mas gusto mong mapag-isa lagi kesa makisalamuha sa ibang tao. 'yung mas masaya ka kapag mag-isa. Tested and proven.
I'm that type of a person.. when I feel that they don't want to share something with me then I won't ask about it. Or maybe I'll never ask them anything.
Alam mo 'yung feeling na ang dami mong gustong sabihin pero tanging sarili mo lang ang nasasabihan mo kasi wala kang masabihan na alam mong maiintindihan 'yung nararamdaman mo.