Ian Sta Maria

👧🏻👦🏻 doctor ⭐️ IG @ianstamaria ; i tweet sometimes

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

ALSO THIS WAS 2 years ago???

me as an attending: "I'm glad I finished residency"

🥹🥹

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

me in clerkship and internship
"omg i super love this life, i feel like a doctor"

me in residency
*contemplating my life decision every single day

but also just taking it one day at a time, magiging consultant din tayo lol

🤪🥲

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

i want to write a book 📖📚

also, I forgot I had twitter? I had a dream about someone from the past and got a little curious and I just went on a deep dive and found previous msgs on twitter lol mygoodness 🤣

so putting these thoughts to good writing 📖

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

❤️🥳❤️🥳

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@beaestur Ahhhh omg i just saw this it was super nice to meet you Bea ❤️💗💗💗❤️

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

i really want to start reading fiction books... any recommendations for a short one I can enjoy during my free time?

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

@beaestur see you 🥰😍

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

realizing i have this slow, unconscious choice of pushing people away when i need them the most (also the tsitp really made me realize that)

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

the immense amount of strength to bite my tongue and hold my tears just so I can always appear strong and radiate that sense of positivity, hope and strength -- and pass it on

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

Oh my i feel old lol

Do you remember when you joined Twitter? I do! #MyTwitterAnniversary

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

forcing myself to eat just because I have no appetite 🫠

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Covid is back 🥲

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

💖💖💖

[med me cry (residency era) @medmecry]

lemme start with the first one I subscribed

Doc @ianstamaria 🤍✨

https://t.co/YhXDzHztSi

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

@medmecry ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

blackpink labrinth and bringing in zendaya in coachella??? 🥹🫠

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

woke up with a headache and muscle aches 😖 i didn't even turn on the aircon and im freezing 😳

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

i reply 🥹🥲

pls dont h8 me if I reply late to messages / ig dms / emails etc, i try my best to multitask 🥹🥲

ily all ❤️💖🥳🥰

Ok will reply to comments / etc now 💖

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

march: gym gym gym
april: stress eating

then me realizing i have a fitting on May 🫠

ok let's go back to mindful eating

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

brp mode almost daily this month 🥹

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

But kidding aside, the amout of burnout is really asdlshdha, and a lot of doctors go through a whole lot of emotional, mental and physical struggle -- sometimes not even talked about as much

[Ian Sta Maria @ianstamaria]

back to back duty nights 🙃 pero of course kunwari walang nangyaring katoxican, dapat fresh always 😆

dito ko masasabi residency is really a mindset