My hg be having to get off the phone everytime her nigga come around so we call him the warden ππππππππππππππππππππππππ
i feel like my abandonment issues stem from my mother. a person who was very much there, yet she left me in all the ways that mattered. i often find myself connecting silence to anger. if someone around me gets too quiet for too long, i feel like they no longer want me. i try to find love in the wrong men because it feels so much like my mothers love. angry, quiet, and cruel. i mistake cruelty for affection.