is it okay to talk or am i convincing myself so that im allowed to talk even tho i shouldn't be allowed because i have nothing positive or worthwhile to say so really im not allowed and im just trying to bend rules and give myself excuses which is pathetic actually
@7777777mila i agree sm
like i've never rlly been a fan of her or known much about her and i don't find her just existing triggering but everyone CONSTANTLY saying she's not unwell and not small IS SOOOOOO TRIGGERINGGGG
is it okay to talk or am i convincing myself so that im allowed to talk even tho i shouldn't be allowed because i have nothing positive or worthwhile to say so really im not allowed and im just trying to bend rules and give myself excuses which is pathetic actually
everything i go to post i can't because it's embarrassing and unimportant and uninteresting and only matters to me
but that's the entire point it's my acc for my posts and ive never cared and its not even that i necessarily care my brain just wont let me
my drafts are just FULL of completely normal things that my brain hasn't let me post because they're somehow embarrassing but there's literally NOTHING WRONG WITH ANY OF IT
i'm so sick of this i don't understand why i can't even let myself talk anymore