There is a certain power in silence but for some of us raised in an environment filled with shame, and having a toxic shame wound, at times the way we have felt autonomous or broken out of our deep toxic shame is only when we have spoken out loud our truth. It has been a
Sitting with all types of feelings. Grief and also contentment. Grief of what was, and acceptance of what is and grounded in it.
This Ramadan i pray for closeness in the one true relationship, with Allah taala. The rest is all impermanent.