@yoxics I mean bro that sounds like a dream. Traveling the country and getting to stream as a job. Call me crazy but it sounds like bro has a lot to be grateful for. An award would be the least of my worries. That's just me tho.
@BrianAtlas Probably gonna get hate for this but go to church, get involved, form genuine relationships with the people. Not saying do it for a man specifically but youre bound to find a man with morals, integrity, and whatever else youre looking for. If it aint for you it aint for u but try