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8een !! pro-recov ♡⁠♡
relapsing

[el @ichisgi]

unpinning @ 45 kg

[el @ichisgi]

@movedleilani LANIIII MY SWEET SWEET ANGEL HOW I MISSED YOUUUUU

[el @ichisgi]

relapsing...

[el @ichisgi]

oh my god this acc is old old but i swear i remember my beautiful moots like it was yesterday i miss u all sm and i hope everyone's safe 🥹

[el @ichisgi]

@dollikgs hi laniiii i miss uu

[el @ichisgi]

@dollikgs OH MY GOD THAT'S CONCERNING I HOPE IT GETS RESOLVED SOON :((( STAY SAFE LANILOVE🥹🥹🥹

[el @ichisgi]

nah though cause why do i even need that much bro

[el @ichisgi]

was doing fine until i realized that i'm fucking 5'2 and me eating 700 cals a day is not the same as my 5'6 moot eating 700 cals a day 💀💀💀💀

[saanjh 🔮 @dontcrysaanjh]

watching my moots fast for 3 days, walk 20k+ steps, reach their goal weights while i rot in bed all day and lose and gain the same 2 kg

[el @ichisgi]

getting my steps in tho so it's a semi-win

[el @ichisgi]

stuck at school at 9:40 pm and my parents are arriving at like 12 am crying

[el @ichisgi]

do i even have a disorder at this point

[el @ichisgi]

rewatching run bts rn bc i miss them sm😭😭😭😭

[el @ichisgi]

lowk miss how hyyh made me feel hshwuwgqoznsn it's so weird that now they're just another phase to me like dude i thought i'd love that band he way i did when i was 11 forever 💔💔💔 i miss my wife

[el @ichisgi]

I WILL LOSE 10KG THIS MONTH TRUST

[el @ichisgi]

sweets and bread💔💔💔

[lana relapse era @lanalanacals]

What’s yall like unconditional binge food, like you cannot eat it normally and if it’s in the house you can’t not binge it?

[el @ichisgi]

ik i shat most of it but i legit cried the whole time. i wasn't eating prior to that, so all i could shit was the oil. 😭😭😭 plus it was the only "food" i had the whole stay in the hospital since they wanted me to fast cause my amylase levels were thru the roof

[el @ichisgi]

don't get me wrong... i would kill to b back at my lw, but then i remember that one time my bloodwork was crazy so i had to do a CT scan and the nurse had me drink a whole ass 400mL bottle of castor oil as lax and i lowkey never want to go back to that ever

[el @ichisgi]

@dollikgs the aura loss is insane