𝜗 L꩜ST 。

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ⁱ⠀𝙂𝙄𝙑𝙀⠀IN⠀、⠀I⠀𝘼𝘽𝘿𝙄𝘾𝘼𝙏𝙀⠀.͟.͟.⠀
⠀⠀I⠀𝕷AY⠀MY⠀𝑺𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗⠀𝘋𝘖𝘞𝘕⠀ANYWAYS
⠀⠀⠀⠀ALL⠀TO⠀𝙔𝙊𝙐⠀、@KUSARIGAM4.

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

⠀⠀⠀⠀... patience yields focus.
⠀⠀⠀⠀INIMITABLE⠀;⠀WEAPON
⠀⠀⠀⠀❝⠀duly⠀NOTED⠀─┈⠀＊ .ᐟ

[ً @holyaches]

you used corruption，believing in me? how beautiful.

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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“ mmn.. i was thinking, mao mao. ”
ifrit smiles, nudging a finger against the little fella on his shoulder. it translates to fluffy as he seemed a bit proud of himself of that name. he didn't mind the closeness of mj.

" do you like it?"
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

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the other moves a little closer, elbow touching his. he hums quietly as he picks a fruit up, weighing it in his hand.

“ ... i'm surprised its still around, ” he glances at the bunny on the other's shoulder, “ finally got a name for it? ”
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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ifrit jolts, turning back before his expression softens. he asks the merchant for some on the left as he makes some space for mj.

“ it's good to see you. ”
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

⠀
coming up beside him. he glances at the fruit in ifrit's hands. he huns quietly.

“ the one on your left's the sweeter tasting one. the right's more sour. ”
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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at the stand⠀.͟.͟.⠀＊🌀 the bunny is sat politely on his shoulder he takes a deep breath, looking at the little one before back at the two fruits in his hands.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀ifrit felt his head give a slight migraine, but shakes his head. memories. jumble. he chuckled softly watching the other.⠀❫

.͟.͟.⠀he seems to like you.
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[𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗲 . @terrachosen]

[ she takes extreme care when holding out her hands , gently caressing and petting the lil’ furry dude . ]

. . god — don’t cry Nicole —

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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.͟.͟.⠀it's your birthday .ᐣ

❪⠀did mj just willingly share that information as ifrit blinks. he picks at his bandages slightly as he looks away and down.⠀❫

because. it's celebrating someone was born. right ? and still alive.
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

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﹙ he breathes out, closing his eyes briefly. ﹚ i don't particularly see the reason why birthdays are celebrated so loudly. it just grates my ears whenever it happens.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

⠀
❪⠀nodding immediately as ifrit holds the bunny out for the other with a small smile. go ahead, with caution of course.⠀❫
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[~ 𝑷𝒊𝒙𝒂𝒍 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒈 力 ♡ @CHlKARA1_6]

⠀「 🥺 」
Can i.. pet him- or her?

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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＊💧❗️ ❪⠀no worries, he's holding the little one more out for the other to look at.⠀❫
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[~ 𝑷𝒊𝒙𝒂𝒍 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒈 力 ♡ @CHlKARA1_6]

⠀「dont ask where she appeared from, but she would be having a 🥺 face the whole time when looking at the bunny」

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀ifrit brought the little one closer, who seemed particularly interested in nicole as well. he smiles as the bunny reaches for the other.⠀❫
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[𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗲 . @terrachosen]

Can I see it ? Got a soft spot for lil’ things myself .

[ a soft smile tugging on her lips , hoping to act as a sign to show she’s chill as she begins to step forward . ]

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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.͟.͟.⠀❓️⠀❪⠀ifrit was fiddling with his coat slightly, he stares down below at the people still bustling. like a holiday ?⠀❫

.͟.͟.⠀mmn. i see.
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

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... i tend to spend this specific day on my own. ﹙ he sits up, slow, as he stares at the scenery below. ﹚

back in the administration, this day's too loud and bright. after escaping, i decided to not let that happen again.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀ifrit thinks for a thoughtful moment, it's offered. don't. yet, his body responds to the offer immediately as he settled.⠀❫

.͟.͟.⠀wandering. you're hard to find today, usually i do. but, today ? no.
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

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﹙ he stays quiet for a moment before he scoots a little to give him space. a silent offer. ﹚

why are you here?
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀ifrit was out of breath as his lungs seemed to work again, he simply grips his coat to make it seem like he was fixing it. calm. don't scare him. but gods⠀.͟.͟.⠀⠀❫

oh, uh. yeah. i just.
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

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﹙ he doesn't react violently. it's like he was anticipating being found—most especially by him. ﹚

didn't think you'd actually find me.
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[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

https://t.co/StSbnfRDz4
i just need to go on about how ( my ) rogue craves connection, just like jay, but everywhere he turns, there are people who are telling him who to be and not asking him who he wants to be

[𝖘t͟o͟r͟m͟b͟r͟i͟n͟g͟e͟r͟ @KUSARIGAM4]

which pushes him further and further back until he's nothing but a cornered animal and all he wants is to find people who don't expect anything from him but for him to be himself and im SO ATTACHED TO ROGUE GUYS

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀the mask should muffle his voice slightly, it should be okay. ifrit shakes his head towards her.⠀❫

⠀.͟.͟.⠀❪⠀gulp. ＊💧⠀❫⠀nㅡno. it probably⠀.͟.͟.⠀ would be squirming,, by now.
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[𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗲 . @terrachosen]

[ Nicole stands her ground , not moving a step closer . Wanting to be careful of startling . ]

. . I didn’t scare the lil’ guy , did I ?

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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❪⠀＊❗️⠀❫⠀.͟.͟.⠀❪⠀the mercenary nods quickly, just a bit startled by the approach. the bunny seems to nestle even closer as he lifts his head up towards nicole.⠀❫
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[𝗻𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗲 . @terrachosen]

cute little guy . . ain’t it ?

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

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＊💧⠀.͟.͟.⠀૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა⠀<ㅡ happy about being able to buy some groceries without getting it wrecked. people aren't too kind.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

⠀
https://t.co/qBPXxRMEYS ifrit is selectively mute, he isn't much of a social person like his previous, lost self is.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

⠀⠀⠀⠀＊⠀JOURNAL⠀♯⠀02⠀:
⠀⠀⠀⠀📝 ❝⠀⠀headcanons.⠀

[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

⠀
https://t.co/I33BOWkUUx with that, kai had given himself an alias under 'ifrit'ㅡ never really exposing his actual name. or well, the first part he remembers of it.
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[𝜗 L꩜ST 。 @ichorsedge]

https://t.co/mItDv1xnZb my kai here is monstrosity au .. and he dont got good memory (like me), selectively mute (like me) and bad hearing (like me)

source: my partners