SHRIMP⭐️🪽

All I need is a cig and 130lb.
height:175cm/5'9 || 22y.o
relapsed recently

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

I've been struggling with Ed Sheeran for about 8 years now, I was 14 when it started, then I started recovering middle 2024 and I gained a fucking disgusting amount of weight now am back since reality hit me once again, does it ever end? I am very shy to say my weight now.

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Todays meal is less calories and more volume, bingo

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Okay for today I ate this
Only 316 calories but the volume is crazy, I feel like a hippo

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Ate some of the food

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

This is like a dairy for me

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Okay my meal for the day is ready and it's fucking amazing
Am not gonna eat it all in one sitting obviously but it helps a lot to make a full day worth of food in on container.
BTW I fast from 9pm till 4pm next day so only have 5 hours to eat.

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Feels like a black coffee is UNDERRATED For appetite control ☕️

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

In 2023-4 I had a friend with ED she was like skinny skinny like 120€ and 5'9 I was going nuts comparing us in my head, I was envy
Then last year she gained till 180€ and now lost 45€ recently, and I am still the same, I guess she is better.

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

@fairygirlfiles Okay thanks love ❤️

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

Girls that are ⭐️🪽 and 🍃 how do you even manage binging and not gaining weight??

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

I don't know how it happened ngl but okay i guess
🌿-4.5 ponds !!
Like I thought the scale is fucking with me so I moved it around the whole house to make sure it was the same number
And yesterday I moved few time too to make sure it's correct.

⭐️🪽gosh I feels amazing

[SHRIMP⭐️🪽 @icz6169]

@fairygirlfiles But w££CI make me so hungry, only today I somehow managed not to binge