Life be falling apart but then i remember this beautiful hadith "Strange are the ways of a believer for there is good in every affair of his and this is not the case with anyone else except in the case of a believer for if he has an occasion to feel delight, he thanks (God), thus
If i dont get out of this house and go to beautiful places and actually enjoy these summer vacations, ill literally go completely insane (as if i havent been already)
Randomly realized that the past 4-5yrs was trying to push beyond my limits in every possible way and ace exams,entrance tests despite all the mh issues i had but this year ive had only 1 goal: to heal from my mental health problems and find peace but im failing miserably in it