i don’t really like talking to ppl online and even in real
life i only talk to a few people. I’m so selective about
who i communicate with. I use twitter just to share
my thoughts but people seem to have a problem
with that too
my unhealthy defense mechanism
is to shut down and stop talking if
i feel like i'm being misunderstood
or disrespected. i don't like repeating
myself and i don't like the feeling
like i'm not being heard
i love being emotionally intelligent
but sometimes i just wanna be a teenager
who can blissfully make stupid decisions.
i wanna be able to get upset without
analyzing every aspect of its source.
my tears don't need to have meaning
l appreciate the ppl who invite me out,
keep me distracted, and help me escape
my thoughts, even for a little while.
you make life feel a little less heavy.
one of my biggest toxic traits is that
when i'm going through something
i tend to stop talking to everyone until
i'm okay, when i'm okay i'll start
communicating again like nothing
happened. it's not me being off with
you i just deal with things better
when i'm alone.
When ur a communication is key person
but no words come out when you try because
you feel deeply embarrassed and ashamed
of your feelings, but everyone else should
feel comfortable talking to you because you
love them and want to know how they feel