I don’t think I really recognized how much of that teenage girl living inside of me still held on to one direction as a safety and a comfort until now .
now im thinking of when harry talked about how hard it is for him to process the passing of a friend and says “i wish i had just asked one more time if they were okay” oh i can’t imagine what he’s feeling and thinking right now
one direction was a very beautiful part of my childhood i literally grew up watching them and listening to them even if he wasn’t a good person he was part of more than 10 years of my life i’m so speechless right now