lisa ˚.⋆

⋆.˚ ifb | but also ibf | cbmi: 17.1

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

⋆.˚ #shedrtwt #edrtwt intro

hiii, I'm lisa! ໑ ݁༝ ۫ ׅ

• 15 ~ she/her ~ ukrainian
• sw: 58kg ~ cw: 48.9kg ~ gw: 43kg
• a minor(!) ~ basic dni ~ ifb!♡

⋆.˚ { #moothunt #promotwt }
↻ / ♡ to be moots

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

@cemeteryfeverr tights are so annoying, they never last long

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

i want to cry and be held like a small child while someone rubs my back and cradles me like i’m precious and tells me i am safe and i’ll be okay and it was just a bad dream this is all a bad dream none of its real

[ȶy ♡ @poptartgun007]

everyone else here has body dysmorphia but i actually look 4 bmi points higher than i am

[angelica ⛆ | IS BACK @onpuresu]

is anyone else like fatspo/obesespo backfires for them cuz i know somewhere in my head that im nowhere close to that so it makes me feel better about binging since a few binges later i still wont be getting to that point

[misa @misasprinkles]

watching everyone go to parties and have a life while im sitting at home rotting away😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[hazy ᢉ𐭩 @hazysweetbun]

hey so how do you even begin to get out of a binge cycle caused by extreme hunger

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I've checked and im clean for only 9 days. wow it felt like forever. now since I've already thought about it once I'll probably relapse

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

wait i forgot i sh. like maybe i should give one swipe a chance today. or two. or three

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

@iloveevanesciia yeah ig so😞

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I reallyyyyy want to post a bc but like im a minor, and it's risky, and what if nobody gaf

[heartbreak junkie ☾⋆｡🕸️⭒⋆｡˚ @cherishedwhore]

how could i ever recover when seeing the scale go down is so euphoric?

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

wait i forgot i sh. like maybe i should give one swipe a chance today. or two. or three

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

im miss worldddd somebody kiiill meeee

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I miss happiness

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I miss that one friend and vaping. i used hers and it had some mixed berry flavor. it was so delicious. everytime i hear someone smoking smth similar in public i get nostalgic

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I feel euphoric

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

autumn has only one month left it's crazy

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

my mind is tricking me. I never want to recover this bad in the morning: im always motivated and eat as little as possible. not until the great evening hunger and sadness comes and suddenly everything that went wrong through the day might trigger a binge

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I bought myself flowers yesterday. they're white and nicely decorate my desk

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

I love working out i want to go to the gym again asap

[lisa ˚.⋆ @idkmsbyjumping]

the way i feel rn is similar to how i did considering kms🧐 life is so fucking dumb