paul higgins being with geoff is, once again, breaking something in me. that man was more than their security guard, he was their on the road dad and seeing him secure geoff to his son when it used to be the other way around… oh man, may they both find peace
"I feel so fortunate that I got to see him recently. I sadly didn't know that after saying goodbye and hugging him that evening, I would be saying goodbye forever." 💔
I CAN'T ANYMORE-
the fact that they probably thought that they had all the time in the world to reconcile and get back in touch in the future...my heart hurts so bad, life really is unpredictable
the fact they all thought they could sit down and reconnect later in life and talk with each other. i literally cannot process that information without full on sobbing
knowing they will all have regrets about distancing from each other after the band broke up and now they can never tell liam everything they wanted to:(
People aren’t mourning who Liam Payne became- they’re mourning the boy who was part of their youth, the music that defined a generation, and the memories tied to someone who once meant everything to so many (and that doesn’t take away that he was horrible in the end)
The plan was that I was going to be old and gray, and one of my grandkids was going to come up to me and tell me on some random day that someone from a band called 1D had passed away