FEARmoder

18 | 🏳️‍⚧️ | 🇺🇸 🇦🇲 🇮🇹 | 💊 04/28/2026 | 💉06/22/2026 | finding RFY fans! please 😭 i have yet to find even one RFY fan | i like friends, lets be friends!

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

hii! im FEAR!

who is FEAR?

i am:

- 18
- MtF trans

my interests/hobbies are:

- photography
- R6
- motorsport
- military vehicles and equipment

other stuff abt me:

- my fav artist is requiem for you!

- i have a lot of weird brain thingies… yuck!

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@mminhamina @rammoder @manwithmormon the only boyfriend ive ever had thats worked out for me is my current one because we had been friends for like 5 years beforehand, ur prob right and it sucks that thats how it is 😭

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@cisgenderhaver thanks for posting this ss and thanks old me for sending it to kaiserin bc i think this was a joke convo (i was 0nte, i am now trans too and am a whole diff human atp) feels weird looking back on this 😶

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@JsonGamingmpnv @ghsovnsofnelo @realRubenSim @TheProjecttian @RealSchlep how?

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@Schizo_Moe @ghsovnsofnelo @realRubenSim @TheProjecttian @RealSchlep how? doesnt seem like a roblox gooner to me

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@Fierra_Ch @ZakyAL229587 @TheProjecttian @realRubenSim @RealSchlep oh my god yall are both losers lmao 😭😭😭

[Mexiccoon🦝 @MexiRacc99]

@TheProjecttian @realRubenSim @RealSchlep

[Fent Reznor @TrueSwagMessiah]

>be incredibly neurotic and insecure
>worried that your friends dont actually like you
>you ask them for reassurance
>they're annoyed and now like you less than they did before you asked

Genuinely what am I supposed to do

[bins ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ໒꒱ @danceeyesclosed]

but the thought of falling makes u want to cry

[seiya @systole_]

Birdwatching day in Scotland

[Jade @chickypeachie]

@YourHostEdge

[boy @1collapsedlife]

A walk by the creek

[ruben sim🇷🇪 @realRubenSim]

eat gubby

[blep : 🎀🐧 @blep88]

"im losing it"
"oomf liked your post ❤️"
"I can't take it anymore"
"oomf liked your post ❤️"
"im going to kill myself"
"oomf liked your post ❤️"

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

i did it agaib #lol

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@AlcalinoO_o i transitioned at 11 and then repressed as a femboy for the next 6 years until i realized what i had to do… fucking ELEVEN

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@stillonchemical what about the ones with 0 followers 👀

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@stillonchemical missing a photo is worse than any other feeling in the world and has made me lose my mind

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@lepiofthevalley i am convinced my life is a nightmare and i need to wake up from it, i went to sleep when i was young and am still asleep, tge night hasnt ended yet

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@fluffygirlpaws what if this is me and i do all of this all the time always

[FEARmoder @ifeel_FEAR]

@redeviled we’ll find out