walking contradiction

addam • waste of space tbh • 24 • they/he/she • only fatphobic to myself • always pro recovery

[davie ₊⊹ edtwt @ddviee]

⋆.˚ ★ thinspo that lead to me relapsing after 3 years of recovery

  ׂ   mostly mascspo     ౿  ׂ   ִ   ⏱

a 🧵 for #edtwt

🏷️ #edtwt #thinspo #ed #meanspo

[walking contradiction @ifthisishell]

found out people think i'm attractive yesterday.

literally don't see it with the face and body dysmorphia. whatever man

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hungover at work

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i work with idiots

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@ozempbitch hi

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i've been sick for almost a week not and i've barely eaten because of it.

i'll take a win wherever i can get i guess

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does anyone have any appetite suppressant recommendations

[۟ @jiskgs]

EDTWT I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH YOU NEED TO START EATING PROTEIN AND FIBER YOU NEED TO DO IT

[Ⳋᰍ ‘ miya ִ ׂ 𓈒ᩘ🍭 @noeatingbunni]

i’ve lost this weight before why is it so hard to do it again

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does anyone want to be friends

[mars @bajablstdeeznut]

how to lose 8 billion pounds overnight FUCK

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she did in fact hate me and broke up with me in october

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i think my girlfriend hates me

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i'm back

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i think my girlfriend hates me

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this

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my eating is the only thing i can control

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@springonioned thank you so much! yeah i was in big jean jorts and had chunky DC shoes on lol

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i very quickly and carefully weighed myself at my parents, but i didn't have time to strip so i was in my heavy clothes, shoes, phone, wallet and everything. how much do i subtract off of my total? or do i just work with the number i got

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my body is so embarrassing i'm wearing hoodie in 90 degree weather

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i'm so embarrassing bro

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i hate working retail because everyone i help buys sizes so much smaller than me