High school starts and I get into my first relationship with a girl I didn’t love and that kept joking about hurting herself or suicide and I hated it.
It happened at a time in my life when I felt really alone and insecure about myself. Before that had been one of the worst periods of my life, and honestly, things weren't much better afterward either. We just clicked.
WAhen I tell people how much I weigh, they often don’t believe me. They look at my face and tell me I don’t look like I weigh that much.nd perhaps that’s what made me realise just how much weight I’ve actually gained.
cursing! relationship conflict! emotional distress! angst! unresolved feelings! mentions of drinking/partying! jealousy/insecurity! arguments! clingy behavior! breaking into a house sort of? celebrity/fame themes! references to loneliness and heartbreak!