limerence

[limerence @igotdaice]

we cried in each others arms for a while because we both know where this can lead. i can’t imagine my life without you, but i feel like i might feel empty later on. it’s such a gamble and in my heart you’re worth everything. i just don’t want to resent you

[limerence @igotdaice]

my heart is breaking whenever i think about it. how do i figure this out? now that i want a family with you i can’t imagine not having one. i’m scared. you’re the love of my life.

[limerence @igotdaice]

im conflicted. in one month we reach a year, and i genuinely have never been so happy. you are everything to me. i never wanted kids until i started picturing a future with you, and now a family is all i want with you, but you don’t want kids

[limerence @igotdaice]

i feel like if i just go based off of my emotions ill just blow up. i don’t wanna do that but i just need some time to process what you said. it felt like you were saying you lacked loyalty. and that kills me. maybe you need more time before you commit yourself to me::

[limerence @igotdaice]

i wish it didn’t hurt that much but it did. i wish you understood that. i love you and i know you love me but i feel like you could’ve said it differently. but ig you told me the truth. i think that’s why it hurts so bad. i think i just need some space

[limerence @igotdaice]

i’m not the woman i want to be. i’m not the woman i feel you deserve. i wonder if you think that too

[limerence @igotdaice]

i’m sorry if i’m boring you

[limerence @igotdaice]

i never knew that i could love someone this much
you changed my world in the best way
it’s not perfect
but we choose each other everyday

[limerence @igotdaice]

but i feel as if im wasting his time. there’s someone out there that’s exactly his type, that’s everything he wants. and im me. and that just isn’t enough. i hate that i feel like this but i feel selfish. thinking he could be my forever when maybe he wants more.

[limerence @igotdaice]

can’t lie and say i haven’t been in my head these past weeks. i’ve told myself a long time ago i wasn’t gonna get married and have kids and i feel like it’s true. i have never been enough for someone, and it kills me bc i know why im not.

[limerence @igotdaice]

i could give someone my soul and i doubt that’ll ever be enough. asking someone to stay is just stupid. bc i don’t know why they would. i love my boyfriend. idk what life was like without him. and i don’t want to know.

[limerence @igotdaice]

i feel like my bf is giving noah from the notebook

[limerence @igotdaice]

what if i’m not the one you want

[limerence @igotdaice]

loving you
being near you
holding your face
i’m in awe of it all

it’ll never be easy, but i choose you everyday and i’ll choose you forever.

[limerence @igotdaice]

i love you

[limerence @igotdaice]

my ex is like evil, like what the fuck is wrong with you bro. it’s been 6 months. LEAVE ME ALONE. but honestly quite frankly it’s funny seeing him attract like the same type of person bc he’s the exact same. like there is no evolution coming out of that human. FUCK YOU HOE

[limerence @igotdaice]

you healed and are continuing to heal parts of me i thought were broken forever and even mundane things that i didn’t notice before. i love every second with you. everyday im thankful that you randomly picked me up that day. you have my heart

[limerence @igotdaice]

you are so delicate and you treat me in such a loving manner. even when it’s not perfect, i’ll never leave you, i’ll hold you tighter so you know im still here and that my heart is still yours.

[limerence @igotdaice]

when i stare into your eyes, it’s full of so much emotion. not anything you want to share. idk what goes on in your head and your heart but i promise ill love you and be there for you, i know you’ve lacked that. i hope i can give you the love you deserve

[limerence @igotdaice]

and i know how much love i have in my heart.
A slow sweet gentle love is what we have. he’s my best friend. this sounds crazy but it just feels right. i’m just so happy we found each other

[limerence @igotdaice]

i genuinely feel like i’m falling in love with him. i can’t explain how blessed i am that God lead me to this man. i would do it all over again and meet that disgusting ex of mine and all of those phases in my life, bc now im here. and i know better ab what i deserve