I‘m back after a long time. I’ve been to Italy for a week and even before I’ve just been binging without purging. I’ve gained a lot of weight these past few days and I hope I can stop the binging and lose it again and maybe get to my gw for once in my life
I‘m in the hospital and they are force feeding me over 2000 cans daily. I wanna go home so badly but at home my mom will continue to force feed me and make sure I don‘t purge anymore :(