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Guys don't hate me.. but yesterday i decided I'm starting recovery. it's hit my now my period is 200 days late that what im doing clearly isnt healthy, and i can't keep going like this. I just constantly keep binging and restricting.

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I just want to cry, idk what to do

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I feel a relapse coming, I've gained so much weight aswell I don't think I can do this anymore :(

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:( I've been having urges for the past weeks and now I'm back where I started a month wasted 😕

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:( I've been having urges for the past weeks and now I'm back where I started a month wasted 😕

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This was the first thing i see when i go on Pinterest and its lowkey the best way to describe how im feeling rn

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So April may have been both the best and worst of the month all at once

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Something about tweeting on a laptop feels Sophisticated

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@forgottenmarie_ AHH i love it !!!

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gang some ban me from buying of vinted or just spending money in general

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I want to hit my head repeatedly against the wall

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@probsomading WHYYY??!! gen what does that do or even feel like...😭

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Insane im going insaneeeee, insanneeeeeeeeeee i am

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Actually send me help im going INSANE

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@mazzyana AHH my fav game ever !!

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Im scared, i cant do this, the voices are taking over i wanna cry HELPPP :c

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@swiftlyfasting posted at 555 must be a sign..

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@afraidoffmyself Thank you !!!!<333

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!!! Little recov update !!!!
Still recovering slowly.... AND im so bloated i want to jump AHHH but tbh im not letting it get to me. Send help but atleast ive been able to concentrate better in school lately. ive literally only been one twt once since going all in I MISS YALL :((

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I feel like I'm close to relapsing :( i really don't want to, i had barely any discorded thoughts this week but today they have been SO bad

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@swiftlyfasting aww girl :( im sorry your going through this, i hopw you get any help you need for this... this must be hard to deal with :(

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Haven't been walking my 10k steps daily... idk how i feel...... ive been rotting....