i guess maybe yst i got distracted and never explained that i do have a Mandatory drโs visit on the 27th and if i miss it i get to receive treatment in an ๐คชinpatient facility๐คช๐ค๐ป๐ค๐ป for at least a week SO i would really like for things to be normal until then
my normal resting bpm is like 50-60 and idk it kinda goes ham sometimes when iโm doing something or anxious and can get 120-150 but like 104 just ??? sitting here???? iโm sick of it !
i crocheted a whole purse start to finish. i got groceries. i made a tone of shrimp dumplings + spicy dumpling sauce from scratch (they are delicious) i have been sitting here for at least an hour doing literally nothing and my heart is still bamboozlingly crazy (104 resting??)
so now i'm spending this morning tummy suffering BUT i did deep dive through crochet patterns and found a cool bag i am attempting to make but the entire guide is in mandarin and also a video. i'm trying to watch and mimic her/write down what i think is happening?? so far so good
got a big big headache and made the risky decision to get a Late Night Latte, but headache was too strong....forgot to ask for oatmilk and i was halfway thru when i realized they made the whole thing with CREAM