alex || 20 || they/he

don't report just block :) shedtwt

[yoyo - FOLLOW LIMITED @yoyoscals]

how i feel cutting myself when im happy

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i don't think I've ever felt pride in my entire life

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i think that people should stfu sometimes :P

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i think that if i take a shower ill feel better about myself but i also know i wont take a shower without also bringing sharps with me so idk what to do to disappoint the fewest # of people possible

[sammy 🩻🍒 ⋆˚꩜｡ @cuteforheart]

is cutting while on call with unsuspecting friends fucked up

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i don't cut on my inner arms just to make sure its easier someday if thats the only option i have to finish the job :)

i cant tell anybody that for obvious reasons

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i really really really think that i shouldnt relapse tonight bc its almost summer and that means short sleeves, but i really really really really feel like doing more than just relapsing

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

my college has a dance club im a part of and more specifically a more sexual part/section and we had our first rehearsal of it today and even tho i probably looked very unsexy, i still feel pretty cool :3

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

its relapse time babyyyyyyyyyy

[ian (shtwt)˖˚‧࿔ @04cherryy]

yes, i'm deer coded so either blow my brains out with a rifle or i'll just walk into upcoming traffic

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

the mosquitoes can smell the blood on me or some shit

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

@urmcbae no she is the cutiest patootie :D

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

@tarablogging tara dont listen to him :( you're legitimately not fat AT ALL and deserve better than his bs :(

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i loooove when the bandaids stick to ur sh bc u had to go somewhere before they stopped bleeding <3

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

i want nothing more than to end my life rn lolololol

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

@tarablogging omg happy birthday tara !!!!

[Alex || edtwt @cuttiedrugz]

Edtwt please rt if you have a lower bmi then me, i need a rude awakening rn

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

sticking a fork into an outlet doesn't kill you does it :/

[alex || 20 || they/he @ijustexistnow]

why am i such a horrible and fucking selfish person lmfao