#10Dance All right, here goes.
I had to do something about the ever-growing pile of Sugiki headcanons before it overflowed. This happened.
(Bloody Shinyas messing with my head, oh god, what have I done)
https://t.co/w7nDsTsrEj
@ivistine I don’t disagree… :D Sugiki is the toppiest but it’s his just Dom nature manifesting with Suzuki in many different ways, I hc him mostly bottoming with his European mates-with-benefits (Giulio can dream)
i need to say this
Sugiki: Dom & vers (UK made him this way)
Kurosawa: vanilla & bottom (HE IS)
Sho: vanilla & top, but would service bottom for Naoki
Mibu: masochist & power bottom
I haven't watched Tatsuki-sensei yet but I bet he's a sadistic top with those cute looks of his
@jenssh Вообще их всех стерилизовать должны, если по-честному… чтобы не испытывали сексуального влечения друг к другу или к кому-то еще. Их все равно можно обезвредить, трахнув, но так безопаснее тт
Нащет женщин - зависит от того, какой ты хочешь мир, everyone is gay БЛ или нет хддд
@jenssh А еще их с детства могут растить. Набрать класс талантливых детишек, держать в изоляции аж до 30 лет и не давать трахаться. Стал магом - шпион, не стал - в команду поддержки или противодействия (раз уж все все равно тренированный)
я с английским )))
потому что большую часть классики я читал в виде бумажных книг и без словарей => скилл понимания значения слов по контексту у меня был прокачан на максимум
а сейчас я постоянно лазаю во встроенный словарь в приложухе, когда не понимаю слово. но это тоже полезно
the weird thing about reading so much as a child and gaining a huge vocabulary from that is i can't define a lot of the words i use, i just know that they would fit correctly in a specific sentence. does anyone else experience that?
the one great thing about rarepairs (non-existent pairs, lol) is that it's so much easier to let go and write something absolutely self-indulgent
like 3K of nonstop dialogue instead of just 2 paragraphs of exposition :D
I lovelovelove writing dialogue, it flows like nothing else
shrimp&goat progress report
now that it’s over 20K I feel like it’s my own private Big Bang ahahahha oh god why.
(I really want to finish it before the end of Pride Month but idek how long it will be at this point)
я тут начал наконец эпопею с лечением зубов и имею сказать следующее: когда регулярно ходите к врачу и нервничаете, не стоит параллельно начинать смотреть Алису в Бордерленде, это приводит к абсолютно ебанутым тревожным снам
(Карубе Т___Т)
@Wh0AmIKidding@jenssh ...he needed someone who was his absolute equal when it came to dancing. Someone who matched his freak, too, of course :D But mostly dancing.
@Wh0AmIKidding@jenssh I also think that what he had with Liana was love, but I'm dead sure he was holding himself back with her. The way he loves obsessively, with his whole being, might have been too much for her.
The point of the movie as I see it is *mutual* love and obsession with dance, so...
ощущение, когда в фике складывается паззл сюжета неожиданно для тебя самого и ты понимаешь, что да, так все и должно было быть, - близко к оргазму
ради чего все и делается )))
кстати, вот поэтому я не выкладываю фики кусками или главами. никогда не знаешь, в какой момент паззл сойдется и нужно будет вернуться в самое начало текста и раскидать намеки, которые, конечно, никто не заметит, НО Я-ТО ЗНАЮ, ЧТО ОНИ ТАМ.
Sugiki's dogged refusal to even entertain the idea of bias/rigging against him makes total sense if you consider his background.
He is the insider. Personally mentored by Martha, lived in her house ffs, access to the best teachers/resources. He was literally raised by this community. He had every advantage that a working class kid in Blackpool couldn't even dream of. Must have overheard multiple times that he himself was part of the asian-strategy. He is also the UK champion.
It doesn't have to be racism, it could be as mundane as insider-vs-insider politics that could lead to the same end result of the most deserving candidate not winning.
Sugiki, self aware enough, probably thinks he has no right to complain even privately and will be laughed at if he even thinks about it.
Inspite of everything the dream and ambition persist. Cursed with the inability to accept that there are things outside of his control. What CAN he do, other than train like a maniac?