In psychology/psychiatry they never explain how painful association is. Once you uncover something, you have to attach the associated building blocks. You have to relive it.
I’m so glad my arrogance led me to read entire books of multiple religions (4 to be exact). But I often find myself “understanding” principles I truly only knew in definition. Anyway my granny was right. All this Shit in the Bible.
Just so you know, life isn’t fair. Society has issues and honestly racism and tyranny is on the rise. Ok, you still CAN develop a life of value and of envy (if that’s your target) but please keep that “I can’t get a break” Shit away from me. I’m too busy trying to get it.
Some of y’all asking for a miracle to be taken out of the test you’ve been specifically placed in for the very testimony you wanted. I always see 3 options: go thru out-get the next level, avoid it-putting off for another time or quitting.