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you're life was a battle , one you lost in advance .

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a photograph of you kept within my pocket , so that i may bring joy wherever i go .

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how could you , a child born from purity and light , love a damned creature like me ?

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days pull you down just like a skinning ship ; floating is getting harder .

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i will never trust ice .
i will never trust a thing .

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and loving you was easy , it was you leaving that scarred .

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when love always turns to hate .

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i know we're pretty young , but i see what people grow into .

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all the motions of ordinary love .

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my dear , i'd like to meet you in the way down low .

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when i look into my reflection , is it myself i see ?

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please don't leave me behind . i cant go though losing everything again .

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you cling into me like a leech , doing nothing more than draining me each day . i suppose this is the price of loving you .

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there's tears in your voice again . .

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you're the voice that calls me home .

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but after sunlit days , one thing stays the same ; rises the moon .

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even as a child i know , and i'm giddy with companionship .

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but it's a curel pale color life saved for you .

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i will cut my hair short .
trust me , i will .

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i will never tempt fateー not once , i swear .