If a zoo had animal that did nothing but lay in one of 2 spots basically all day and barely ate and hurt itself nonstop for months at a time people would go "Wow we should call somebody, thats horrific" but instead im human so nobody cares
@zxidtxt I only discovered it was John's head on Arthur's body because I was trying to mod outfits for both of them 😂
Couldn't do shirtless with coat/vest because the body model was way bigger than John's tops/pants and looked just like those pics eating half the clothes.
having the you’re gonna kill yourself or feel this way until you die disorder and having people tell you that it won’t always feel this way like yeah that’s why it’s the kill yourself disorder because people are sick of feeling that way
Turns out, if you get good grades and learn to hold your sh*t together because you're not supposed to cause a scene,
you can raw dog ADHD until Perimenopause sends you into a full-blown Menty B.
eu odeio odeio odeio o tanto de dificuldade que eu tenho pra existir no mundo como uma pessoa normal, queria tanto conseguir ser GENTE. as vezes eu realmente sinto que não sou um ser humano pq as coisas são tão fáceis pra todo mundo e td é difícil pra mim.
“But you survived.”
I dissociate, like, a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I’m far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often.
But yeah, sure. I guess I survived.
I feel like physical suffering is often overlooked in chronic illness. There's more focus on the functioning. And yeah I'm mainly bedbound so my functioning isn't that good lol. But it's the level of physical suffering that can make this illness unbearable for me.
A lot of people think mental illness ends by just powering through it and not a variety of factors to assist in recovery. Those Hikikomori are usually extremely mentally ill and traumatized. A "tough love" response doesn't equate optimal outcomes. If anything, they just spiral.
everybody coming together rn to do a metoo about doctors ive been waiting for this day but now im too exhausted to even share my trauma in depth bc i hate reliving things theyve done to me 😭