For a second, she didn't recognize him. He was unfiltered, no longer sporting that playboy persona that he put on for everyone to see. It was just him; sitting in the hurt of knowing what she's done, and she had no one to blame but ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐๐ก๐. It started as a fracture in her+
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โ โ i am serious . โ his teeth are pressed together , blue eyes getting darker . his own hand reaches out to hers , fingers wrapping around the wrist and pulling her closer . +
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ripped out of her in a pleading gasp, unable to control it or anything else that came after. "I caught feelings... and that's why I came up with the deal. I had to make sure I didn't ruin what we had, even if that's the best it'll ever get. I know someone like you wouldn't go+
A hand thrusts out to press firmly against @ddlaurentisx's chest, trying to fight the surge of bile rising in her throat.
"You don't get to do ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ! You don't get to drop a bombshell on me like that, then get upset when I what, upheld my end of the deal? Be serious, Dean."
@66DILAVRENTIS followed by a glass of water. It's not a fix-all cure but it'll reduce any swelling from the bruising, and hopefully the pain, too. "I take it this happens often?" She murmurs, voice bordering on cautious. "Has hockey always been so... violent?"
@66DILAVRENTIS Not to kick a man while he's already down but, well, he just looks ๐ง๐ค๐ช๐๐. She knows the sport can be intense but to this point? Where does he draw the line?
Approaching him with a cold compress, Allie kneels down by his head, hand extending with a few capsules of ibuprofen+
Since she's on bed rest, she's doing what anyone in her position would do: starting a Game of Thrones rewatch with her cat, Lionel. He already doesn't like Joffrey.
/ Just finished rereading The Score and I forgot how "down bad" Dean actually is for Allie, reading his POV always cracks me up because I'm like bro, chill out.
On unfortunate things that happened this morning: she's almost certain she's torn her meniscus while running. She felt it pop.
It's the most intense pain she's ever felt in her life, ๐๐ค๐ก๐ฎ ๐๐๐ก๐ก. Is she going pale?
แฆ . . . โธบ ๐๐พ ๐ฎ.
Her favorite musical of all time is Phantom of the Opera, specifically 2011 for the 25th Anniversary in London's Royal Albert Hall. Sierra Boggess lives in her dreams!
Hamilton is a close second. It makes her feel book smart.
แฆ . . . โธบ ๐๐พ ๐ญ.
Allie is a Taylor Swift fan. She listens to the Speak Now album religiously and will often be found crying to Mine if it pops up on her shuffle. What can I say, she's a sensitive girl with big feelings.