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I love music a little too much

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Im at a point where I don’t miss an ex or what we had because they all have hurt me one way or another.

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i need to stop having faith in men. Every single one of them make me cry this is so dumb

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Worst ever whatever attack this is.

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I just want to disappear

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I just want something real and gentle I don’t want my body or sex to be the only thing these guys stay for

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I feel so dead inside and even more since I started going on birth control. God I hate how shitty my mental health is overall

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once again I feel like a piece of meat

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your life has been over way before it all began

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I think of you instead of eating or sleeping you spice up my life and my will to survive sure it’s unhealthy I’m not gonna lie

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what am I doing being somewhere where I don’t want to be in anymore

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I have no life I legit have no friends all I do is stay in my room

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i really miss not having to worry about others

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I’m scared

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it was so good now it’s crumbling down again

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it’s happening again

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was doing extreme cardio to feel something. i deadass just started crying

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lol

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yk it’s bad again when the smallest inconveniences make you cry

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I just want to be loved. So so badly