mai ꪆৎ

hunger hurts, but i want him so bad, oh it kills. ~ fiona apple 🍎

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔* my updated edtwt intro
- loosing all the weight after forced recov
- 6teen ⋆ 𐙚 ̊.
- pro-recovery!!
- gw; 37kg bmi; 16.5

[cece ୨୧ ༉˚. @cewiiaa]

when i’m inactive on here just know i’m being fat

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

id do anything to have a lax that doesn’t give me AWFUL cramps

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

does anyone else crave lax like alc or nic

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

i drink way too many diet cokes but its the only thing that helps me feel full

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

i just need to be severely underweight while being able to eat and live my life

[nova ⭑.ᐟ @fatbeyondrepair]

seeing kids on edtwt genuinely feels like this

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@no_irls_allowed mint is my fave it gets too much hate

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@hanyeuju omg this looks so good

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@no_irls_allowed atleast ur coffee looks ADORABLE

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@velifxks @andyrandysandys my biggest struggle is balancing school and my ed 💔 any tips is appreciated

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@diorindiet @skiiniminn thats so real, if there’s alcohol in me theres gonna be a binge

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@sleepwalklottie aw take care tho lottie u are tiny, but i love ur hair makeup and outfit so much your STUNNING

[RORA 🍥 @rorapilled]

my biggest fear is having reverse body dysmorphia

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@cvntlio i wish everyone could just shut up they arent only not helping but they will be making it worse with the constant comments on her body

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@cyb3r_bones god i can only do 10k 💔

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@lottieisdying omg i always see blood but ive never thought of it i just forget abt it, is there an actual reason towards it? i overuse lax alot, but i dont have ibs (that i know of)

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

@nnksbubu i hate ketchup 💔 100% garlic sauce 😋🧄

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

im not even hungry till i eat and then im starving 💔

[mai ꪆৎ @ilovwl]

recently i cant stop forcing myself to not sleep, i dont know why im just so anxious about waking up im trying to live of no sleep, but i can nap with no anxiety, nothing makes sense.