baileys redo of an intro bc twitter dot com hates me
7teen (-15 dnf)
used to be bails_insanity and wasted_stardust
midwest emo, indie music, music in general, fish, stars, CIGARETTES!!! greek coffee, and hating on serbs.
languages i speak are in replies + some more fun facts
you see this, do it :)
name : dil pickles
pronouns : dil/pickles
height : 5.5 pickles tall
gender : pickle gal
sexuality : pickles
relationship : w a pickle
smokes : pickles (b&h blues)
piercings : 4
fav color : pickle green
fav food : take a guess...
i feel fucking sick i hate myself i’ve relapsed twice these past 3 days. i can’t get the nausea to go away i can’t stop the thoughts that he’s lying that he’s going to leave that he hates me i can’t even think i ran out of alcohol i hate everything
i just want it all to go away
i might go away for a few days. i keep relapsing in sh and i really don’t want to live rn.
my bf isn’t being much help and i feel horrible about myself and our relationship (idk why) so im just going to separate myself from everyone i know and see if i can figure out something
why are there so many people on edtwt who know nothing about how eating disorders affect the brain do some people just not get the super evil version of this disorder that makes you go insane and crushes any rationality and completely controls every thought and aspect of life