hi i’m insanely ill to my stomach
my stomach was hurting last night but then i felt very nauseous at 5 in the morning with crazy heart palpitations wtf
anyways the only thing that is appetizing and seems to be smth i can keep down is this soup
obvi not cal tracking again
first day of work training went well today and the girl who trained me was very calm/sweet so that reassured my anxiety near the end… as soon as i get home im taking off this makeup and a fatass nap.
holy fuck anxiety shit IS real bc ive literally shat twice today. can this stop. but it’s js bcos im scared about my first training day today
i also decided to just not count any cals today after what happened last night and maybe up my intake back to 1k me thinks…
how do you turn down or avoid food at dinner… like not for self control, i mean so my family doesn’t get suspicious pls 😳 like i can’t say im not hungry everyday or they’ll KNOW smths up. i need a way to deflect without raising alarms… 😪
if u follow me and i don’t follow back right away it’s bc i wasn’t notified most likely 💔 you can always int with posts or shoot a dm to get my attention tho
i’m still hungry i’m wondering if i should get another snack to eat
im so paranoid about nausea it’s not even funny omfg like i’m actually ticked as fuck now
and i really need to sleep man 😐 i have work. this cannot be happening