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cunt

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i got a haircut yesterday ! its so cute and it makes the ombre colours i did in my hair blend sm softer and ugh its amazing i love

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-yog or a low moisture reduced fat cheese stick (like 45cal per) hold on lemme calculate how much this might add up to

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my plan once school starts is to have a protein bar for breakfast so i can take my meds, then throughout the first half of my day have a protein shake, and the second half have an energy drink (on my days with late classes ill have it during those) and then have a dinner of like-

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-salad and ground beef or rice and chicken maybe with a little sauce, and some fruit and veg on the side. i might also have a snack sometime throughout the day maybe like some avocado toast or a handful of nuts just some healthy fats, ooo and a calcium source maybe greek-

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im gna make it bigger, this is just the start.

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it looks so pretty when im burning

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im fucking done i will burn until im dead i cant take this shit any fucking longer

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i think ill do it tonight, i have enough to make it work, itll all be over by morning

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@lolilyla__ AHHH OMG UR SO CUTIE

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why the fuck dis it turn into a heart

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it looks so pretty

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i cant feel my arm anymore

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my body is numb, i keep choking on my vomit from how hard i am crying, i cant feel my hands or my face or my anything, im going to cut until im bloodied and dead, i cant take this anymore, goodbye

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@lolilyla__ my mom is sadly asleep and the laundry room is right next to her bedroom ☹️☹️ but she should wake up in a few hours and i can get it all then!!

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does anyone want a thrift haul ☹️ it was for my birthday and i got an actual shit ton of good stuff

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@lolilyla__ AHH ILY, I NEED TO GRAB IT FROM THE LAUNDRY AND TAKE A QUICK VIDEO GIVE ME LIKE 30 MINUTES YAYY ,, ALSO MY BDAY WAS 3 MONTHS AGO LMAO MY MOM JS NEVER TOOK ME UNTIL NOW

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i have the energy to clean both my rooms in 2 days but not enough energy to cook, what the fuck

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im writing a letter to my uhhhh partner?

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anyone have any good journal prompts