yves

midnight rain ~

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

but now you're awake,
how do you feel?
don't live in that mess anymore–
it'll just damage you.
now that your eyes are open–
make sure you're gonna follow the right path.
i promise, you'll never be lost again.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

how's your sleep?
did you dream of something bad?
agonizing.
tell me how deep it is–
just on your skin,
through your heart,
or maybe deep in your bones?
tell me why you're crying with your eyes closed?
it's okay– be silent 'til you can utter a word–
'til you can talk about it.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

you'll always have me.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

she moves while i'm typing that lol i'm so in love with you my li'l one

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

my tummy's so heavy like i'm carrying the world– my world.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

the life i never have– i'll give it to her– no matter what it takes.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

there's a living inside my body that moves and yes– it gives me so much– so much pain, hope and happiness.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

it's so easy to feel the pain of how people can easily hurt me, but it's so hard to see what will happen in the next days.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

i've never experience such an easy thing in my entire living than to fall in love.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

you allowed your heart to put you in this situation

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

all i want is to eat, laugh, be healthy– someone that everyone sees as a strong and wonderful girl.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

why is it so hard to be consistently happy?

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

a year of suffering, a lesson learned.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

panonoorin nalang kitang mabuhay nang wala ako.

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

the urge to stop

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

you're lucky if you have someone who will not do the things that will hurt you. well, good for you, 'cause i am not,

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

nothing but sadness

[yves @imamirrorbaall_]

aneheim