seuprit cerita jaehyun bareng sepupu²nya 🤍 jaehyun tuh yg tertua dan anak laki² satu² nya di antara para sepupunya yg perempuan, pas waktu kecil sering banget ngemong sepupu² nya yg masih kicik itu, ngasih piggyback, main petak umpet, manjat pohon, lucu pokoknyaaa 🥹🫶🏻
i have all these thoughts about literature and authors and complicated theories, but i can’t even handle a normal hu(man) interaction properly. i really need to go to sleep. my eyes are stinging.
i feel like a total idiot for spending months keeping my distance, protecting my “cool, nojaem” only to realize that silence is the easiest way to lose everything.
i’m lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, and i don’t even know why i’m this upset. is it because he’s gone? or is it because i’m just now realizing i cared way more than i let on?
#marklee : I visited Kenya earlier this year and at that time I was going through a very important time of my life. I had to make a very important decision for my career and for my life so I had a lot of people telling me a lot of advice, asking me question I don’t really know—