@DearS_o_n Ever day Ever since I lost somone close to me I wanted me to die not her she had so much going for her if I could switch places with her I would she was so upbeat and positive the complete opposite of me the world needs more people like her ot should have been me not her
NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW DRAINING IT IS WHEN YOUR MOOD IS CONSTANTLY SWITCHING BETWEEN "KEEP GOING, IT'LL GET BETTER" AND "I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I'M ABOUT TO GIVE UP"
That moment you desperately wish you were dead not the person who was the life of every party the one who was the best friend, sister daughter who had more to live for who had more people who knew them cared about them it should've been me not her. Greif is a bitch