sometimes i bruefly realize how scary it is that i go against my nature and what my body needs by actively killing myself off slowly by depriving myself of food. like if you think about it that is kinda dark and weird that its so glamorized but what do you do ๐คท๐ป
i lost like maybe 0.1kg this month im kms ๐ญ๐ญ i actually lost a bit but then binged it back in like the last couple days can someone shoot me i need to lose more next month or i will die