lina

21 y.o., she/her ;; hw 101.3 cw 72.3 ;; (b)ed twt

[lina @imdormant]

i’m such a larp it’s unbearable everyone’s sharing their fasting timers while i don’t fast at all, just do omads and usually stay under 600 cals a day..

[Cassie @creonboom]

anyone else procrastinate things they want to do? i want to play my games so bad, i want to read all the manga i have, but i dont do any of it and doomscroll and sleep instead like WHYYY do i do that and whenever i do start playing/reading i get annoyed in like 10 minutes HELPMEE

[lina @imdormant]

fascinated by the way my mom tries to make me stop loosing weight cause she hates that i’m somewhat skinnier than her right now at least judging by our bmis. she keeps saying that i’m becoming way too skinny as if i’m not one fart away from the overweight category 😂😂

[lina @imdormant]

at this point in my life i’m blocking random people not even because they’re mean or hateful but because they tweet something insanely stupid.. like why are you grown and still asking questions a middle schooler could answer?

[lina @imdormant]

(i just drank a 200 calorie energy drink because i saw “no sugar” on the can and didn’t check the calories, i’m sooo mad right now)

[lina @imdormant]

what pisses me off the most is some of the sugar free drinks somehow being high in calories. yeah, i know, people with diabetes exist and those “sugar free” products are probably made for them, not for people who count calories, but it’s still annoying asf

[lina @imdormant]

i’m so scared that the remission period will eventually end and i’ll fall into the deep pit of despair. and i’m not sure if i’d be able to survive it this time, i’m just not capable anymore to persuade myself into enduring that

[lina @imdormant]

went trough my order history in a food delivery app (wanted to check how fucked up the inflation is) and scrolled down to the period when i relapsed into a binging cycle in 2024 and omfg the amount of food i used to consume was genuinely insane how did i even manage to stay alive

[lina @imdormant]

and what scares me the most is that it happened because of my chronic illness which can come back any day. i used to live in between days when i didn’t feel insane pain and by “live” i mean eating diabolical amounts of food just to feel better and resist the urge to k✨s

[lina @imdormant]

just tried to open up to my friend that a person she adores and defends so much is a fatphobic bully who used to comment on my body and appearance thinking i didn’t hear (or not caring if i’d hear), and the only response i got was “🤯🤯” and an instant change of topic oh wow

[lina @imdormant]

why do so many people on edtwt decide that struggling with an eating disorder isn’t enough, so they gotta add dating literal monsters to it? because some of you tell HORROR WORTHY STORIES and continue dating those creatures.. please, pick only one struggle for your own sanity??

[lina @imdormant]

kinda glad my mom has no idea what food i like because she just ordered pizza and i was scared i would eat all of it but it turned out she ordered the worst pizza imaginable so i don’t care and i’m not eating it out of pure disgust for how bad this pizza is

[lina @imdormant]

how do i stop counting calories OTHER PEOPLE consume?? i do not give a fuck about what other people eat. i do not care like at all. and on top of that, i hate math and i hate counting, so why do i keep doing this?????

[꒰ 𝐌𝐢cheal ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ @Croquetdejam]

Hot take but I hate those “rt if your bmi is lower than [insert bad person here]” cus imagine how awful it must feel to not be under that weight and coming across that tweet seeing other ppl shame the person’s weight knowing you’re the same/higher like cmon

[lina @imdormant]

“why don’t you add spices to your food it basically adds no calories” because i want my food to be bland and boring and taste like nothing so i don’t enjoy it and eat less of it man

[✿ @raiinyboots]

idk why people are so mean about high starting weights as if the stereotypical ed development isn’t a fat girl getting bullied for being fat

[ཐི kelsey ཋྀ @pixyrot]

“everybody fucking hates me” was ingrained in me at 8 years old so now to this day no matter how close someone is to me i will always wonder if they actually like being my friend

[lina @imdormant]

i’m so jealous of people for whom it’s easier to lose weight during summer, because for me it feels like hell. the moment i go outside, i’m drenched in sweat no matter what i wear, it’s just unbearable

[lina @imdormant]

no actually this is so weird she can just ask to use my scale if she wants to i’ll even create a separate profile for her in the app or she can buy her own scale if she doesn’t want me to know or see anything but running to use it the second i leave the house is insane no?

[lina @imdormant]

i feel so bad for my mom 😭 she runs to use my scale the moment i leave the house and she doesn’t know that the scale app automatically notifies me about her weight and i can’t turn it off omfg