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Sung Jin Woo

[起きる @iminapicklee]

“Some people dont know when their lives changes”

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Sorry for everything

[起きる @iminapicklee]

You didnt have to choose me. I just wish you hadn’t made me believe you already had.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

I dont need to be anyone’s priority all the time. I dont expect u to put things on hold for ne. But i dont think i want to be made to feel like a burden like this. Idk, i just wish i hadn’t mistaken the space you made for me as a space rhat u actually wanted to be.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Sorry that you had to find out that i figured things out this way. Never intended to dig into anything or interfere w anything. But if i had knows this was how youve been feeling abt me these past few days, maybe i wouldve done things differently.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Its all comes to just wanting to make my exam week easier, and u did. And im genuinely grateful for that. But i wish id known the difference.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Sorry that I interrupted. Seems like you are more bothered about me than how your familt treating you. I see this as a problem where your family doesnt understand you, i wasnt merajuk or mad pun , but it seems like you saw it in a way yang i emo tak kena tempat. Sorry for that

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Omg. Can u just fucking focus on studying and all instead of kenape takleh ckp ni ke tu ke. Emotions abt my fam lah ape. Just focus on benda yg penting lah. Haihh.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

I didnt cancel. Me and my family had an agreement that theyre coming next week, which my dad ended up still coming this weekend since he got work next week.
I thought our feelings are mutual on this. Im sorry

[起きる @iminapicklee]

ID U DIDNT FUCKING CANCEL UR CUTI FOR ME AN INSTEAD JUST SPEND KYLA BDAY AND WEEKEND WITH UR FAMILY U WOULDNT FEEL LIKE THIS. I UNDERSTAND U SACRIFICE FOR ME AND WANNA BE WITH ME. BUT WHY FAMILY U BEING TREATED LIKE THAT INSTEAD OF ME BEING THE ONE TO ADJUST TO U.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Im sorry to know that despite of us having fun at home playing games together 3 hours ago, here you were posting about how i dont understand you. I should be more mindful

[起きる @iminapicklee]

It’s saddening to see how much you despise me in silence.

I’m sorry that i want to be with you this weekend. I know i wouldnt get a chance next weekend since you have meeting, and im going back home the week after. Maybe you forgot that, maybe you didnt. All in all, i am sorry.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

U just dont understand my position. Like really u dont. If u do then i would not feel how i am right now about this.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Ade je lah isunya. How should i know u nk dinner dgn i. U dh tau mmg i tak makan malam yet u nak sakit hati dgn i. Apebende sia. Last2 aku stress kau tension. Ape sia.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

Ape sia. Aku dtg sini pun nak marah kat aku pasal benda lain. Haih.

[起きる @iminapicklee]

@recovery_your Thats why i choose to close myself off and just keep it to me

[lets heal and recover @recovery_your]

Trauma survivors rarely say “I’m struggling.”
They say:
“I’m just tired.”
“I’ve got a lot on.”
“It’s been a weird week.”
They don’t ask for help.
They downplay everything.
Because life taught us that being honest makes people disappear.