Idk what to do anymore and I'm physically and mentally exhausted from all this constant driving around and now I'm on E with no money left. I give up, I just want to sleep now. This society is no real help
She was all over my dream last night but none of my dreams ever come true. Wish they did. I'm trying to go back to sleep to escape this reality of me trapped in my car.
So whatll probably happen is I'll run out of food then I'll steal something cause I'm hungry then I'll end up in jail cause no one fucking helped me with a reliable job when I needed one just cause I have a property damage felony. But I don't want to steal nothing
I wish people weren't so damn afraid of me cause it hurts me and prevents me from getting on my feet when they don't give me a job cause they are afraid
And it seems this society wants people to fail more than it wants them to succeed, it's so cruel and it feels like they want people to suffer. People need stable work and I was denied no many jobs it's ridiculous.
I'm loosing hope completely now. I'm completely stranded here, I have no cash, no nothing left and idk what to do now to help myself. I'm loosing the car soon I think cause I can't stay mobile, I won't even be able to make it to that job
End of the road, I can't drive any more or I'll break down definitely. I am completely out of recourses here and idk wtf is gonna happen now. Wish someone could help me actually get on my feet, this isn't working.
Okay I really need help, I'm stranded, this boss doesn't have work for me tomorrow and I'm out of cash, and out of gas. I have some food to struggle on but what I'm really afraid of is the police wanting to lock me up in a psychward for sleeping in my car.