my irl knows that i sh, but once i told (just two of them) that i post pics of my /// on twitter and they were so disgusted (one of them sh-ed and it was rll weird bc i thought she woukd understand me) so yea i think that if u are on shtwt you are sicker that the other
change my mind but i think that just bc u sh doesnt mean that u can truly undestand another person who sh BUT that is also on shtwt. Like when u are here, its so different, like there is "the deeper the better" mentality and yeah ppl are so toxic. >
Since they forced me into recovery, i have gained weight, a ton of weight, all bc of the pills i take. Im ashamed of that, fuck recovery. Im 58kgs now, before the recovery i was 45kg. I hate my self more than even. Time tk lose all the weight back