relapse

abandoning everything familiar and becoming lost was the best decision i ever made

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can't believe it's only been about six months since i last cut. I do not think I'll ever manage to leave self harm in the past

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that thigh gap was everything, I can't believe how fucking huge I've gotten ... #thighgap

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triggered triggered triggered

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saw pics of my old cuts and man oh man I miss that feeling. the stinging feeling. the blood running down my arm. again and again and again

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not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry not hungry

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I have never made my family proud

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i am entirely worthless to everyone around me

[joanne @Prettyinthin]

My face is FAT
My stomach is FAT
My arms are FAT
My legs are FAT
My thighs are FAT
My everything is FAT

I am fucking FAT
I live the life of a fatty
And it makes me want to die!

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depression has a hold on me, and i don't think it'll ever let go

[joanne @Prettyinthin]

Me: *is a fat piece of shit*

Me: *binges*

"I just want to lose weight"

*does nothing to achieve this*

#edprobs

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i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

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for the first time in over a year i want to cut myself, i want to relapse

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can't believe that nobody at uni told me i was gaining

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reading this killed me inside. i've gotten so fucking big since this https://t.co/BB9FGMqGeR

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50.8 kg is crazy. Lowest weight yet

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i want to sleep

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Rain rain, go away, just bring me my happy days

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Ive been waiting to breakdown all day, and now that I'm home I can.

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Really don't want to eat tonight

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When I wake up, I'm afraid that someone else might take my place

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For once...