awkward portmantO)))

a born curmudgeon, but fun? he/him 🇵🇸

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

“adhd is only a disorder under capitalism” comrade I promise you I’m gonna be late to all the org meetings and that’s assuming I even show up for the revolution on the right day

[slop machine @festiva_maxima]

welp

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

personal update: I am less afraid of everything these days and I’d get out more if it weren’t for the chronic pain. And the still sort of being afraid of everything. Anyway I don’t really know how to un-disappear but I’m trying

[cookie :3 @psychosispuppy]

I come back to this stupid website once a month and the best discourse you can bring me is "so there's this blue trans woman and she said something mean about trans men so now i'm going to be transmisogynistic, for wokeness"? You should all be ashamed of yourself

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

Isolated myself because I’m miserable and now I’m miserable bc I’m so isolated. Real hell-of-my-own- making vibes here

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

@thecollegehill nooo

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

been in such a doom loop for so long: sad & fearful, which makes me more isolated & ashamed, lather, rinse, repeat. Trying to stay present

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

Car broke down on Mother’s Day on the way to NC, so I spent my vacation in Richmond instead, trying to get the local dealership to pick up the phone. Came home by train. RVA is a neat place, just, world, slow your roll for a minute I am TIRED

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

I miss you, Mom.

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

new bar for considering judicial appointments: will they vote to overturn Marbury v. Madison

[fruit springsteen @prismxp]

I share the shock — and worry — that its not national news that a non-binary student was beaten to death in an Oklahoma school, with the school refusing to call an ambulance despite their head being smashed repeatedly into the ground of a girl’s bathroom

https://t.co/sZ7eXanDmh

[bl**ne @alphatransfag]

i wish the damage was irreversible, im sick of doing that mf shot every week

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

I had to set and maintain a boundary at work this week, so for the last three days my whole nervous system has been convinced that I’m about to have to like. fight a bear in an avalanche.

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

@paaancakez these are both really good points!

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

I think it’s cool and brave to refuse to kill people for the govt, and that kid is putting way more on the line in support of the Palestinian people than just about anybody having this conversation

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

personally I was socialized as a Problem

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

me showing up once a year to register my displeasure w the trans discourse

[Joyce Carol Oates @JoyceCarolOates]

one day all the pardoned turkeys will have amassed a sizable army to march upon their human oppressors. can't come a moment too soon.

[𝔻𝕖𝕖𝕣𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕗 @deerhoof]

Once you get drawn into intellectual arguments about whether bombing hospitals & refugee camps and slaughtering thousands of civilians really counts as genocide, or whether Palestinian human rights are anti-Semitic, or whether Palestinians really are human, you have already lost.

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

among the lesser-known hazards of gifted programs in schools is that you might have a crush on a guy for one week in the eighth grade and that guy is fetterman’s chief of staff now

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

I’ve heard that the fatigue can last for a long time. The being extra dramatic and pouty, that’s all me baby. Oscar the Grouch on a fainting couch over here

[awkward portmantO))) @impcore]

Covid day 6, or 7, or idk 34, who knows: y’all I am so tired. I’m missing Halloween, I’ll probably have to cancel my second attempt at a vacation bc I’ve already missed a week of work, and I’m just like cool, that means more naps