𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎

a long list of cheers, fears, tears, and ideas 𝓶𝓪𝓰𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓲𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓵𝔂 𝓬𝓾𝓻𝓼𝓮𝓭

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

I like to think God has a file cabinet of all the alternate endings to the different decisions behind our free will 🗂

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

@mikamakisushi Right? 😅

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Hello lovely friends! I will transfer to threads soon because I am bombarded with negative tweets in my feed here on X—from absolute strangers haha. Just saying!

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

My goal is to be content in a simple life 🤍 to live a happy and simple lifestyle is tougher than it looks especially with social media embedded into our culture l—but I think it’s worth trying!

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

I’m really enjoying typewriting my journal 🤍 plus it’s an off-screen activity pa

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

ngl hearing “you’re worth more than how others treat you” broke my brain. It’s a tough pill, guys. It’s hard not to look for validation from others—being the social beings that we are

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Im so excited to sell lockets 💛✨

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Willingly falling into the typewriter rabbit hole 🐰🕳️

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Talked to my doc and now I’m back to full dose 😅 she said we can always try again next time

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Im not doing well padin but at least my hair is nice :v

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

The loneliness makes it worse too but I guess it makes anything worse tbh

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Depression for me feels like being heartbroken everyday for no reason —1st week of being on half dose and honestly I don’t think I was ready to start weaning off meds coz it’s coming back :( but I want to keep observing

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

What I see every morning

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Lowkey sick of apps trying to gamify everything 🥴

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

I kennat stop selling girly thingzzz ✨

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

I feel like an empty toothpaste tube huhu

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

@derisseangelica tbh I’m just lucky that my dream wedding is an intimate wedding —it’s less hectic 😅 Thanks, Angel 🤗

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

If you’re about to get married and you realize it’s not the biggest milestone you’ll go through, it relieves some pressure. Maybe it’s my hot take-but to me, a wedding is just a transition day to my next life of being united with my partner forever. 💐

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

My next out-of-comfort-zone goal is to make more friends and to find more kindled spirits ❤️ I just haven’t figured out how yet coz I’m wfh

[𝐛𝐞𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 🌒💎 @imsobv]

Despite everything I’m so proud of myself for being brave enough to start a shop and a vlog ☺️ my past self would’ve been too scared coz of my fear of failure and rejection. If you’re looking for a sign to do something outside your comfort zone, this is it 😉✨