rize

ree-zay | 19 | shedtwt cutecore wannabe | dni trash

[𝜗𝜚 Violet @tinypinkrose]

how fasting feels when you’re overweight

[rize @imtryingforwl]

i really wish i could kms without it affecting anyuone, i know theres some people out there that care about me but i feel like it doesnt justify my existence, im more a nuisance to them sigh

[rize @imtryingforwl]

Why do I keep eating

[rize @imtryingforwl]

That feeling when you have a non existent relationship with your parents and you daydream scenarios about them dying until your body overflows with guilt cuz it’s your fault that they don’t like talking to you

[rize @imtryingforwl]

Something about talking to a guy that makes me wanna starve, cuz like if this goes somewhere hes not gonna wanna date a fat bitch so gotta get skinny

[trinidy @fixedoff]

i hate not having anyone to turn to bc wdym something terrible happened and i just have to keep it inside

[hmsr @hamsterrpilled]

I feel like no one rlly likes talking to me

[rize @imtryingforwl]

one day i just want to say goodnight to all my friends and never wake up, that would be so nice

[rize @imtryingforwl]

im insecure about my weight. im insecure about my style. im insecure about my makeup. im insecure about my skin. im insecure about my humor. im insecure about my personality. im insecure about my major. im insecure about my finances. im insecure about everything all the time.

[rize @imtryingforwl]

I genuinely want to ghost everybody and just be aloneeeeeeeeeee it would make life so peaceful, like id be sad but i wouldnt be stressed all the time. Right now im sad and stressed and I could just be sad yk? I just hate that I dont have a realistic option to be happy

[rize @imtryingforwl]

and its so awkward when they talk about their personal situations with eachother in front me like theyll ask eachother for updates and i just sit there and stare at the ground cuz i dont wanna be annoying/desperate and ask "oh what are we talking about" like ugh

[rize @imtryingforwl]

Ive never talked about my feelings to my friends before or gotten emotional around and they all have with eachother but because I dont do that, they dont do it around me so its like they all know whats going on in eachothers lives and I dont but I just hate talking about myself

[rize @imtryingforwl]

i get so insecure when i ask someone to call me or play games with me because i know they would have a better time with someone else like i just got off ow with my friend and it was so boring cuz i was just so out of it an now he probably thinks im boring and HATES ME

[rize @imtryingforwl]

omg i feel so left out

[kage @sukikage_]

all roads lead back to me being alone

[rize @imtryingforwl]

dream suicide is to die of hypothermia in the woods

[Faye @Faye_lucy0]

i hope i die soon or something