I hope someone can take away my aloofness and stupidity so I can be a decent human being for everyone around me. I sometimes wonder what life would be like if I wasn’t audhd and I was a normal person. Would I be able to not dissociate so much to the point where everyone would-
I shouldn’t have to be crashing out at two in the morning because I should be treated fairly and not have to put up with double standards. But no. None of my emotions, words, thoughts, or opinions matter. everyone else’s does though. Because I’m nothing to everyone. I’m just-
This isn’t targeted btw. I’m just. so fed up with people now. I don’t want to be a horrible person. I don’t want to cause pain to anyone, but that doesn’t mean that it’s okay for me to accept everyone’s berating and constant negativity towards me.
Istg if I make one more mistake anywhere idc what it is. If someone literally anyone gets upset with me im relapsing and im going to make it known that im relapsing. I don’t care anymore. Im so sick and tired of being kicked around and treated like a fucking animal. I try to-
Be the nice person for everyone because I don’t know how their life is, or how they perceive things or how they process emotions. But I also have emotions too. I have a mouth and I will bite back eventually. I won’t keep taking it up the ass like a good boy
I feel like I don't play an important role in anyone's life anymore. I just wake up to wake up and do the same thing everyday and it makes me feel sick
I WILL forfeit if ur ass takes forever idc. I want to actually play the game not wait for you to play mental gymnastics over this when it’ll genuinely whoop ur ass before you even come to a conclusion that your fucked
I hate when ppl take forever in ranked turned based matches. It probably takes me about a few seconds 15 at most to think of type advantages, phys vs spec, abilities, etc.
Guys I’m trying to find this meme where it’s like “your hips your thighs you got me hypnotized” but it’s like a dude making swirls with both his hands like a mime IM GOING INSANE