Going on this trip i realized i dont really have a group of people that understand me and thats ok. Nor do i rlly think anyone truly does if im being honest. I had one person but i fucked it up and did damage that im honestly glad they have moved on because i dont think
And fuck it when the time comes the right person wont underestimate my desires nor will i base my mood or outcome based strictly on them. Im finding it necessary to feel grounded with myself and thats so important i wish more people understood that
i lowk love being myself. i used to struggle being okay with being alone, but over time u learn u can choose to be alone not lonely. There are two different things. Considering ive spent so much of my life reflecting and constructing every life decision on others needs..
two dumb ass customers placed an order on the phone (which i didnt place) Proceeded to pay for the wrong order even tho i repeated the order 2 times .. Got all angry at ME. I gave them a refund and still were complaining.