Isha

[Isha @indefiniteart]

It’s also PMS making me feel everything to the extreme

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Just want to scream and hit my head on the wall some times

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Like I gotta fight for basic rights in this house?? Like sleeping in or ordering groceries I like but they don’t?? This is so backward I don’t know why I let them treat me like this but I’m just tired of all the conflicts and I guess being the nice kid feels like a curse now :)

[Isha @indefiniteart]

I want to kms bc of this daily bullshit I M D O N E

[Isha @indefiniteart]

I’m honestly so so so tired of fighting like they just can’t be okay with my reality of the world but expect me to be align with theirs???

[Isha @indefiniteart]

And somehow I have to “look” a certain way to be appealing?? Like wtf how can you say and want such things for your own daughter when you’ve yourself been through it and were NOT happy like idfgi

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Like wtf I’m just so tired of all these taunts it’s like you’ve been raised to be unpaid servant irrespective of your other achievements bc that’s inevitable

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Do moms just become your #1 enemies when you turn 25-30?

[Isha @indefiniteart]

I need tips to deal with this daily toxicity

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Desi girlies in their late 20’s what are you doing to deal with the arranged marriage drama and parental pressure at your respective homes

[Isha @indefiniteart]

And it’s just hard to explain the kind of mental toll their strict upbringing has had on me, the constant pressure n judgements, when so many kids had rebelled in certain ways or just couldn’t relate tothe disciplined life I don’t think anyone really understood where I came from

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Any time I’m just being by myself, my dad always finds a way to make me feel shit about myself

[Isha @indefiniteart]

And the audacity to behave as if nothing happened after all this mess like 😭

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Like 4 years working through this mess and reaching a point where I finally like the version of myself that I became and it feels like going back to square one in just 4 months of coming back

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Unfortunately every day in this house makes me feel like a disappointment to my parents and makes me feel like an imposter personally and it gives a huge hit to my confidence which is absolutely hate

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Like 0 encouragement and every minute of rest makes me feel guilty when I’m living under their roof and they say we support you like financial support is not everything…

[Isha @indefiniteart]

SO SICK OF THIS DISCIPLINED LIFE THATS NO LT GETTING ME ANYWHERE LIKE WHEN WILL MY PARENTS ATART TEUSTING ME FOR ONCE

[Isha @indefiniteart]

Everyday is a reminder why I chose to stay away :) I just don’t have the liberty to be myself and approach life the way I want