I have applied to 253+ jobs this year so far. I got a part-time role at application 133. All I want is to be able to move back to London but it’s so hard and my financial position continues to just get worse.
The most sleep I have had in the last week is 5 hours, and now the heat is over and I should be able to sleep stress is still stopping me. I’m going crazy.
Not to wallow in self pity, but at this point I feel like I deserve a break. How is something always going so horribly wrong. It’s been two years of shit after shit at this point.
that’s the question isn’t it. what WILL she do? there are no youth clubs for her to attend. food, cinema tickets, any sort of third space activity is all too expensive. their parents are underpaid, saturday jobs don’t exist any more, children have truly been abandoned by the govt
I think it makes perfect sense people get bitter when their years in higher education lead them to exact same place they would have been straight out of HS anyway, think you're all sort of lying when you act like you don't understand why they'd feel bad about that
I always think about this.
Her rapist legally forced her to reveal in court that he raped her. She managed to get her rape testimony sealed in the English court. So he sued her in Virginia and forced her to reveal to the world that he'd raped her.
I apparently am not the only person that feels this way as gone 2am last night some middle aged man tried to commit on our doorstep and had to be talked down by 3 friends.
I’m spending a week in a place that is triggering for me and as much as I focus on how temporary it is it’s still hard. This week can’t pass quickly enough.
FYI messaging all my friends “I miss you” gets a wide range of responses from “me too let’s make plans” to “please don’t kill yourself” and “get a grip girlie”
My period is crazy irregular but based off the fact that my response to just driving past a hearse was for me to burst out crying i think it's safe to say it's on its way.